Love & the Lack Thereof


i want to say that this is the first i’ve felt this way,

my feelings for you,

but this aching longing is all too familiar –

the crushing feeling of when i see you with someone else

the all consuming what ifs and maybes taking over my thoughts

the constant need to know how you are and if you care for me the way i for you –

and i’m afraid

because this has happened before

and i know you’re not him

but i can’t shake the feeling that this can only lead to


– m.z.


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